I have to laugh, I hear all the time people say embrace the darkness. I think how silly because if they knew what they were talking about embracing they wouldnt be trying to embrace it. I can't be a hypocrite though i've been there too and its easy to fall into yourself thinking its an expression but when you feed into it you are just being drawn further to the things that destroy who you are and what you luv. Tonight I struggled with temptation daring to enter where angels fear to tread. I dont know if you can ever completely recover whats been lost or remove what isnt wanted but the goal is to not look back hoping healing will erase the damage done. :/